25.4.10

To My Soon to be FOREVER


Dear Mr. Right-for-me,

I hope that upon reading this mail of mine ~ I'm still single and unattached to anyone else. I long to meet you and exchange stories with you. I've been looking forward for "the day" to come. For quite some time, I've been thinking of things about you.

How will I meet you? If I'll meet you, how will I speak with you? Will I instantly know that you're the one for me? Or will it take ages before it came to my senses?

Are we going to be friends first before we will fall for each other? Or will it be a "Instant" attraction?

Are you far from me? Or are you just sitting just across the corner of this room? Staring at me and thinking if I will, someday, look your way?

When are you going to come my way? Are you going to be delivered right at my doorstep? Will I bump to you while I'm walking on the street? Or I have known you all along?

Please don't make things worse for me, Mr. Right-for-me. Save me from this misery, save me from the emptiness, and the loneliness that I am feeling right now.


Waiting for you,

The Damsel In Distress





*Random thoughts I've written during the SFC Retreat (SW1)*

5.4.10

Pag-alis


You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Baby please don't get me wrong
Coz i'm not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning.....

Why can't it be,
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers, only FRIENDS
you came along at the WRONG place at the WRONG TIME.
Or was it me...(-_-)



Isang araw, may makikilala tayong babago sa buhay natin. Babago ng mga pananaw mo sa buhay, aalisin ang mga lungkot sa buhay mo, ilalapit ka sa mga bagay na matagal mo nang gustong gawin, ipapakilala sayo ang tunay na kulay ng buhay - makulay na parang sinabawang gulay. :P Eh ooopsssss *spoiler*

Paano kung dumating sya ng hindi mo inaasahan? Pag dumating sya ng meron nang taong kasalukuyang bumabago sa ikot ng buhay mo?


...mga late comer nga naman. Tsktsk. Problema kase, pwede naman magtaxi, nag-bike pa, ayan tuloy. Pwede namang sabihin - pero, dinadaan pa sa mga kung anu-anong pasakalye. Nakakainis, nakakabitin, tipong nauuhaw ka at iinumin mo na lang yung tubig, may mabibilaukan pa tapos kailangan mong ibigay yun sa iba.

*bitter*

At syempre, dadating at dadating sa punto na kailangan mong magdesisyon, TO BE or Not TO BE. In my case, Not to BE.

Khalas, finished na Baba. Napapagod na kong makipag-taguang pong at makipaglaro ng patintero sayo. I'll rest my case, baka nga gutom lang toh, baka nga banlag ka lang, baka nga magaling ka lang magpalipad- hangin. And worst, ako pa yung na-pollute ng hangin na inilabas mo.

So long and gudnight....(-_-)