5.7.09

Homesick


Life is a journey
Its a matter of choice and chance
Its a matter of hard work mixed with luck
Filled with faith, hope and love


We let go and learn from the past
We live and rejoice in the present
We learn to trust in our future
We learn to forgive and accept and become a better person.

So rejoice and be happy
Stay calm and contented
For as long as we are living
Let us always remember, there will always be LESSONS.

Those words hit me big time last night while i was watching Cheaper by the dozen 2. I had been avoiding those unwanted feelings since day one of July. The feeling of being alone here without my siblings and my parents. Much more popularly known as "Homesick". I had been feeling quite lame since last week because my boss denied my request for my annual leave of 15 days.

And many more factors which I had been trying to ignore.

And many more things that I am trying to understand and let go of.

And many more things that I am trying to seek.

And many more things that I am trying to do.

And many more things that I am about to (and had been trying to) LEARN. :'(

16 comments:

A-Z-3-L said...

nosebleed... lolz!

just deal with it coz you have no other choice. keep urself busy and call home whenever u feel so lonely, their voices could somehow ease the pain...

pray... and pray harder...

JΣšï said...

kelangan bang english talaga?! lolz!!

ganun naman tlga jen...natural lang yan...tama si azel, make urself busy at tumawag ka.

tas pag tumawag ka at nagtanong kung bakit ndi ka pa nagpapadala...sabihin mo tumawag ka kase homesick ka...hindi para magpapadala ka. nyahahahaha!!

ishmayl lang jen :) anjan naman si pogi :)

ingatz kayo lage :)

EǝʞsuǝJ said...

-AzeL-
hahah...

tama..wala nga akong ibang choice
kundi "deal with it"
it will all be worth it naman sa palagay ko...

hayyyyy....
baket kase nanonood pa ko ng mga ganung pelikula ehh
nyahahaha...

salamat mare..
ill pray harder for HIS guidance..:)

-Jee-
haha
oo kelangan..
mahaba ang aabutin pag tangalog..

im making myself busy
problema lang
nawala na lahat ng pwede kong pagkaabalahan...

haha..at isa pang bagay yun
pag tumawag ako, maghahanap sila ng padala, kaya iwas mode ako..hehe

yep good thing anjan si Beans 1..
hehehe...

salamat..ingats din kaw :)

Ching said...

hehehe homsik na naman... hayaan mo na ang homsik kaya mo yan anjan naman si B. (hehehe)

matsalam...

ching

Gumamela said...

homesick...

ako dn nahohomesick ngyon...

wla ako ma advice kc nidid ko dn ng advice....

cguro, kht p nasan taung sitwasyon...go on lng...

Ken said...

God knows everything di ba? Perhaps He has a reason too.

Hari ng sablay said...

ok lang yan pre. di nga maiiwasan minsan ang gnyan...kakalungkot naman,tumambay kana lang sa plurk,hehe

poging (ilo)CANO said...

marunong ka palang mahomesick?hehe

Bomzz said...

Pogi!! ano ginagawa mo ha? lolz...


Jen.. sabi nga nila we always have our moment... kaya moment mo ngayon ma homesick..:) sunod sila naman din balik naman sa yo.. heheh ganun lang yun kasi mga dakilang O-IP-DOBOLYO kasi tyo.....

nangugulo na namn ako... hayzzz

kosa said...

maglasing ka!
baka yan ang remedyo.. di nmn kaya, umuwi ka muna..lolz

gillboard said...

nahohomesick ka pa eh may lablayp ka naman!!! hehehe

EǝʞsuǝJ said...

-Ching-
haha (na naman?)
nyak..keri naman nga..
minsan lng magdrama..hehehe

-Bhing-
aww ganun ba ate?
panhon lang din siguro
hayyy....

yeah
wala nmn tyong ibang choice kundi "deal with it"

-Kuya Kenji-
Yeah
and alam nya din what my heart desires...:)
I'll be fine kuya..:)

-HNS-
hahaha
yun nga yung problema ehhh
nagsasawa na din ako sa plurk
malapit na din ako magsawa sa facebook...
hayyy.....

EǝʞsuǝJ said...

-Beans1-
wahahahah....
oo naman...
ikaw ba? hindi?
tsktsk..
tao din naman ako nho..
marunong din akong malungkot..:(

-Bomzz-
hahhahaha
inaway ako ni Pogi kuya..nyahahaha
joke...:P

haha..
pasahan lang naman pala ng moment ganun ba yun kuya?
hhehehe.....
oo nga naman..
tsktsk...

-Kosa-
naks bago profile pic ahh
sigurado ka na ba na ihahayag mo na ang pagmumuka mo?..(joke)

hindi na ko naglalasing bogart..
hahaha..ayuko nang magkahangover ng bongga..
hahaha
kung pwede lang ako umuwi ehh
bakit hindi diba?
problema nga lang
ayaw akong payagan ng kupal kong amo...
bisett...hahah

-Gillboard-
hahaha
hindi lahat ng may lablayp hindi nahohomesick..
nyahahah
tanong mo si pogi,
nahohomesick din yan..hahaah

eMPi said...

para mawala ang homesick mo... date kayo ni ehem mo at gumala para mawala sa isip ang ganyan homesick na yan... o kaya ikain mo na lang... hehehe!

admin said...

oo ako rin minsan may moment din ako na parang aaning aning ako pag walang magawa.

Roland said...

haistttt, pati naman ako nahawa sa homesickness mu.

nagdadasal lang ako pag nilalamon na ako nang sobrang lungkot dito. :D