Taking Chances ^^,

Nakakatawa how one falls in love then falls out of it...
It's funny rin how one would die looking for it, while one would just let it die...
It's ridiculous how each and everyone of us is very much affected by love...
And it's a wonder how everyone lives because of LOVE...

Well, here is a story...

In a dream, GOD told me, that I could pick up any man I like from His field. BUT I have to choose only one.Once na nakapili na ako, I have to raise my hand as a signal that I finally found him, then go back to GOD for praise. But NO!!! May isa pang kondisyon:

-- I could never turn back.

Once nalampasan ko, I should move on. So sabi ko, GOD surely won't give me rotten crops of men.

I have been a good daughter and I deserve to be with a good man.

I was confident I'll get the best pick.

So my journey began. As I went through the field, nakita ko ang iba't ibang klase ng lalake.

Some were tempting me to pick them up. And some were indeed tempting to pick up.

Pero sabi ko, baka may mas gwapo, mas mabait, mas responsible, mas matalino, mas masipag, mas mahal ako sa dulo ng field na ito.

So I let go. Once. Twice. Thrice. I believed fervently that in the end of the field is my prince, waiting for me with open arms.

Then I saw a man. He looked at me straight in the eye and blew a kiss.

Our gazes met and I don't know why, pero there was something in him that longed for.

I felt as if something was drawing me to him.

Pero di pwede. I have to make it to the end of the field.

Baka sabihin ni God, atat ako chaka wala akong patience.

Naisip ko..If habang lumalayo ako, nakakakita ako ng ganitong klase ng lalake,

baka as I move further eh may mas hihigit pa sa kanya.

Until, I reached the end of the field. And wala akong nakita!!! Oh Jeez.........

GOD asked me, "Di ba napakakulit mo, araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos...( ay, ako pala yun...)

eh nagdadasal ka na magkaroon ng perfect partner in life,

bakit ngayon wala kang dala?

My crops are all fresh and good.

There is nothing there not ready and good for picking."

I answered, "I thought I would see someone at the end of the field.

Eh dyuskupo, wala na pala.. dismayado lang ako.

I thought that each step I took brought me closer to perfection

when infact, each step brought me closer to nothingness.

I remembered that man who was looking at me.

I know he's the one but I let him go,

believing na there's someone better at the end of the field. Oh, darn it!"

God said, "I'm sorry my child, but I have given you enough time to choose.

You should face reality and its consequences."

With my head bowed down I said, "I'm sorry...

Sorry I wasn't brave enough to raise my hand in the middle of the field and commit myself to someone.

I was not ready to face the challenges of life with someone I thought was of lesser value than me...I'm sorry."

Nagising akong umiiyak, saying sorry to GOD and feeling sorry for my self and my life.

Then I realized that GOD is giving me another chance to choose but not in His field but in the field of uncertainty.

Now, I'm thinking about that man in the field, the man I felt was for me,

wondering what might have been if I raised my hand the moment I saw him.

Then………

What is the meaning of all my hardship to be successful and wealthy?

I may become the most powerful and successful person on earth

but if I don't have that someone whom will I share my love and

happiness with, then it will not be worth anything.

Para sa ating lahat 'to.

Think about it.

We are not getting any younger.

Explore GOD's field.

I'm sure nanjan lang sha sa tabi-tabi. Maaring in the beginning, in the middle or in the end.

It's for you to find out.

But most importantly, it's for you to choose.

It's a part of the whole concept of love.

It's a risk you have to take, a decision you have to make.

And once you have decided on it, there's no turning back.

Bear in mind that with this comes the courage to raise your hand and declare that you've found your match,

whether you're at the beginning, in the middle or at the end of your journey.

Or else, you'll regret it. At ang huling phase ng lahat ng yan eh ito lang --

once you've raised your hand, go back to God and thank Him. Thank God.


In short, maging kuntento ka sa napili mo.

Ikaw naman ang pumili nyan eh...

Love her/him with all your heart.

Be sincere and true to your feelings.

Don' fool around, baka in the end pagsisihan mo, you'll realize his/her worth pag wala na sya sayo...

All He did was to give you options.

And since He gave you that privilege,

consider it a blessing...

(*_*)